I wish you’d hold me in your arms when I cry.. I wish you’d wipe away my tears.. I wish you’d tell me that everything’s going to be better.. I wish I could be your only one.. I wish you were here.. I’m sick and I want you to make me feel better, but I realized that you couldn’t and you wouldn’t even if you had the chance to. I’m sorry if I ask for more than what you can give. 

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Why, thank you.

I can’t pretend that what you didn’t do hurt me, because it did. I can’t act like I wasn’t hurt, or upset or a bit disappointed, because I am. I should’ve learned not to expect anything, especially from you, because at the end, this happens. I’ve felt safe with you, but I realized it’s only my heart that is. Not me. Not myself. Just my heart. I guess it’s my fault for being hurt. My daydreams of nights like this are implausible. I shouldn’t have expected. I should never again.

“That’s the beauty of a letter. When you say things aloud they are lost to the wind. But when you write them down, they stay forever. The circumstances, the world, around them may change, but they never do.

We all want a concrete sentiment to hold in our hands, a reassurance, a reminder, that we are worthy of love. We all just want a letter.”

Tanga mo kase, naghahanap ka pa ng importansya. Yan tuloy.

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“Is it possible to both want and not want something at the same time?”

— Christina, Before I go to sleep

May 25

(Source: soundofamillionlovelydreams)

Dear dear,

It hurts not having you around.. It pains me every time you say you miss me and that you want to be with me. I can’t help blaming myself for this distance.. We were supposed to be together, remember? We were supposed to graduate together; have photoshoots at school; wear couple shirts; have movie dates and all that, but sadly, we couldn’t… We didn’t get the chance to create a memory worth remembering.. We don’t even have decent pictures together. I blame myself. But I assure you, the time for us will come too. A little more patience is what we need and I promise, the wait will be worth it. I trust you now, more than ever, and you know the reason why. Please, don’t fail me. This time, I’ll hold you tightly and I won’t lose grip. We’ve come so far, but being inlove for two years is just the beginning. I don’t ever want to lose you again. 

I’m sorry, I just miss you so much ;___; /wrists

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